What music means to me

You think the words will be enough to describe this phenomena? Seriously not but I can put my opinion in the peace of paper. While I was writing this article I felt will I be able to do justice to the title? Am not a poet nor a philosopher, then I realized that I am atleast that one person who tries to become a true artist. All that matters is whether you kept your feelings or not.

Everyone loves to listen music without music it feels like something is missing though everything looks fine, from humans to animals music has the potential to show things from a different perspective. It has created wonders, the most important was is that it lifted the hopes of people at the times of revolutions through its slogans and anthems.
I think music has the ability to change the mindset of the person it can make a calm person angry and an angry person calm down. You cannot define everything in a speech but a song says it all. It brings peace in your mind, soul, feeling and in your eyes to show how unique the creators imagination is...

How music helped me

I needed some money for the publishing of my book (the amount was quite big) The book which is yet to be published was my years of hardwork and I didnt want to give up just because I dont have money. I tried from friends and others but nothing happened. I didnt had much time and I was losing faith and support and patience. My nearest people started to criticize me for the decision I took, for the first in my life I came across the feeling what tough decision means. I have to show my stand or else my book will never see the light of the day and if I give up people will think the book was not a worthy piece of work that's why I gave up which was obviously not a right reason. It was hard to talk with the people around except my mom no one build my hope. All the time I used to look at my phone and go trance. Then I came across this beautiful song "LET IT GO" by Idina Menzel. When I was listening to the song it felt like every line is describing my present situation. The lyrics taught me to stay strong and don't give up "Its funny how some distance makes everything seem small" and "let it go am one with wind and sky" everything made my day and night and finally I made it to the publishing of the book YES!!!

Even the most simple thing looks beautiful

You know a rich mans life also has boring days, add them with a song of your favorite genre, it will  show the beauty around you in such a way that stars look like diamonds, butterflies start flying, you will start looking more in the mirror, you wont mind dancing to your awkward moves and eventually bore gets bore of you. While listening to music you will love reading, driving, cooking and even bathing.

Music makes you feel like you are worth something

Ever wondered why are you doing a particular task? Everything has purpose,so is our life and we do, its not just purpose sometimes you are hope for and inspiration for others, music defines your deepest desires and inspirations. The stupid things you want to do in your life and your secret wish list (Ever gave a thought to this? I did! and I love it)

How writing Music defined me

I am that kinda person who cant stop till he lets the things out and achieve what he really wants, failure does'nt matter as long as I believe in God. He always has something good for me,soz He knows what I know not, So I basically write down my feelings, my everything which the usual world fails to explain.

Escape from reality

Music is an escape. Fucked up with typos? Thats fine just put the headphones and ignore the world around! see...? now you know all that stress was just a span of time and nothing more than that,music is where your heart wants to surrender. It's the best escape from reality.

Our happiness comes from saddest memories

Ever gave a thought why you love to listen to the music when you are down? because our happiness comes from the saddest memories like "to be broken is its own kind of beautiful" This is not what I am saying but I came across this while reading literature, kind stupid people we are but thats in our nature that's why we love broken heart songs and want to overcome them like a warrior (Iam no different)

What could I have done without music

If it was not music or my passion to be a singer, I dont know what I could have done with myself. probably I might have kept running my entire life in search of happiness, even after failing repeatedly I might have not been happy with the normal life. Hoping for another chance, waiting for my dreams to come true. This is music it taught me to let it go sometimes and sometimes keep holding on

I learned to love myself

Finally I learned to love myself and everyone around me good or bad, you dont have to hate yourself or others to be loved by someone, first of all love yourself and dont love anyone in such a way that at the end you hurt yourself. Music taught me that you can dance instead of worrying. Because you cannot decide certain things but you can HANDLE them when its time...

see you again
sheru khan

I wish I could explain why I use phone so much

'Sheru put it aside or else get out of the room'
'Stop using your phone see your eyes are swollen'
'Sheru am gonna throw a chair on your face if I ever see with the phone'

Well, these things are heard in almost in every home, where people like me exist, except the name must be different. My fam thinks I am the only person in the world who uses phone this much.
Sometimes I look so busy in myself, not just my fam but everyone out there think that I use phone for no reason, no gaining energy nor any knowledge, I only waste my time and everything. They get angry over me much faster than it usually takes for a person with cool mind. Like sometimes we dont have to take a challenge to make them angry just take the phone and look like you dont give a shit what people think about you, and then you'll see their faces are covered with pineapple chewing gum and the eyebrows are raised a little upwards by seeing your carefree attitude.

People get jealous because when they see you busy in phone you instantly become a busy person with a fast life, appointments to meet new people and all that, though we are not that celebrity level busy but it's a feeling which a person gets when you look busy with a phone dealing with shit in a relaxed way. We are not gonna have fun to that level nor we gonna cross the limits and go reckless. This is a usual opinion of 'whoever does'nt have a job or work of their own and want "us" to get on the straight path putting aside all our work. They feel like they are philosophers while giving suggestions, when they too act crazy like a wild animal or a lusty horse or a eunuch sometimes. I have seen almost everyone's darkside who act poise infront of us. I guess they are the best among assholes.
Actually there is not one but many reasons why I use my phone so much, mostly those which benefit me.

I use phone because it s the only timepass left in the world for me, I cant keep reading or getting errands all the time when I hold my phone everything gets awright like it gets at its right place at right time.
And sometimes I can pretend like everyhting's fine and am awright though I am not, I can hide my pain and show the world how busy I am and awesome my life is going though I am fucked up. It's good to hide than showing it to others who dont even ask for soz people who care you dont need to be told, they know it by heart.
This might look funny but yes am not that most handsome, dynamic and hot guy in the world. When I am a stranger among some new people I dont get attention, I can rather pretend to be busy than trying to be smart and failing in the attempt, It's just that simple to look busy when you have phone.
People blame when I am too much involved in my phone but what am I supposed to do when I dont have other works to do. The best thing I can do is working on my stuff right? if I am not wrong why do people feel jealous when I am doing my thang?
why do they take it as I neglect the world?
why does it look as I dont give a damn, When I actually try to care as much as possible.
I think there's no solution over this, for every common being phone has beccome a life companion or a partner and we have to accept this fact. Yup they are people who dont use phone more than their need and they are successful in their life but the number of people who are benefitted with marginal usage of phone are comparatively high (check out they are actually the creative people)

Ofcourse porn is not the only thing I do on my phone, if you think porn is the only thing i watch on my phone and for this the usage of phone has to be stopped then I could have watched porn from other sources phone is not the only thing for porn in the world (I guarantee)
Ultimately it's good to have phone it gives you company and take your company more than a person can show interest. Phone's never make you feel you alone remember this fact everyday
I love my phone though it annoys me sometimes (not as much as some hypocrites do)

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