Saturday, 23 May 2015

I wish I could explain why I use phone so much

'Sheru put it aside or else get out of the room'
'Stop using your phone see your eyes are swollen'
'Sheru am gonna throw a chair on your face if I ever see with the phone'

Well, these things are heard in almost in every home, where people like me exist, except the name must be different. My fam thinks I am the only person in the world who uses phone this much.
Sometimes I look so busy in myself, not just my fam but everyone out there think that I use phone for no reason, no gaining energy nor any knowledge, I only waste my time and everything. They get angry over me much faster than it usually takes for a person with cool mind. Like sometimes we dont have to take a challenge to make them angry just take the phone and look like you dont give a shit what people think about you, and then you'll see their faces are covered with pineapple chewing gum and the eyebrows are raised a little upwards by seeing your carefree attitude.

People get jealous because when they see you busy in phone you instantly become a busy person with a fast life, appointments to meet new people and all that, though we are not that celebrity level busy but it's a feeling which a person gets when you look busy with a phone dealing with shit in a relaxed way. We are not gonna have fun to that level nor we gonna cross the limits and go reckless. This is a usual opinion of 'whoever does'nt have a job or work of their own and want "us" to get on the straight path putting aside all our work. They feel like they are philosophers while giving suggestions, when they too act crazy like a wild animal or a lusty horse or a eunuch sometimes. I have seen almost everyone's darkside who act poise infront of us. I guess they are the best among assholes.
Actually there is not one but many reasons why I use my phone so much, mostly those which benefit me.
I use phone because it s the only timepass left in the world for me, I cant keep reading or getting errands all the time when I hold my phone everything gets awright like it gets at its right place at right time.
And sometimes I can pretend like everyhting's fine and am awright though I am not, I can hide my pain and show the world how busy I am and awesome my life is going though I am fucked up. It's good to hide than showing it to others who dont even ask for soz people who care you dont need to be told, they know it by heart.
This might look funny but yes am not that most handsome, dynamic and hot guy in the world. When I am a stranger among some new people I dont get attention, I can rather pretend to be busy than trying to be smart and failing in the attempt, It's just that simple to look busy when you have phone.
People blame when I am too much involved in my phone but what am I supposed to do when I dont have other works to do. The best thing I can do is working on my stuff right? if I am not wrong why do people feel jealous when I am doing my thang?
why do they take it as I neglect the world?
why does it look as I dont give a damn, When I actually try to care as much as possible.
I think there's no solution over this, for every common being phone has beccome a life companion or a partner and we have to accept this fact. Yup they are people who dont use phone more than their need and they are successful in their life but the number of people who are benefitted with marginal usage of phone are comparatively high (check out they are actually the creative people)

Ofcourse porn is not the only thing I do on my phone, if you think porn is the only thing i watch on my phone and for this the usage of phone has to be stopped then I could have watched porn from other sources phone is not the only thing for porn in the world (I guarantee)
Ultimately it's good to have phone it gives you company and take your company more than a person can show interest. Phone's never make you feel you alone remember this fact everyday
I love my phone though it annoys me sometimes (not as much as some hypocrites do)

FAREWELL


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